I never stop.

Thinking about you I mean. Sadly its all I do when Im not distracted. At work, at home, when Im sitting alone, on my way to work in the crowded bus. Its not so much I miss you, I mean I do but I miss the physical things. Holding hands, kissing, hugging, and lately most of all making love. I cant get the images out of my mind. Its so vivid I can still feel you, hear you, taste you... I've had sex with someone else, thought I'd tell you... but it wasn't the same I was empty and hollow. My mind was elsewhere I just didn't enjoy it as much as i thought I would. You were the only one I was every really comfortable enough to do that with. Sigh. I just wish we could be together physically without attachments, but I know you want me my love and all but I cant stand you or forgive the things you did. I know I can make love to you like no one else can though...